lost. confused.
Lately I have been truly struggling with “what I want to be when I grow up.” I find my self constantly going back and forth with what I think may be cool careers. The problem is that I find too many things interesting and find myself repeatedly living my life through other people. I’m always doing what other people think is best for me and what other people want me to do. At the start of 2012 I made a vow that I would start doing things for me. Some days I wish I knew what that was. I spend so much time please others and living up to other people’s standards for me that I have a difficult time knowing what it is I even want anymore. It’s getting to the point where I feel like if I found something I like I’m not even sure I would know if I like it due to the feeling like I have so many things for people to live up to.
